
Sometimes it’s not possible to know if your desire for someone is from God or just from yourself. In moments like these, the only solution will be to wait and see. In time, the relationship will either materialize or fizzle out.
It would be unbiblical to assume that every physical affliction we experience is due to our disobedience towards God. God is very gracious towards us and he is eager to spare us of the punishment we deserve (2 Peter 3:9). In fact, this is the very reason Jesus came. He died the death we deserved so we could live free with him forever (2 Corinthians 5:21).